17.09.2015 :)
It's almost four month
but it's not like other people said
the pain and hurt gone so easily
I can cry
when I just listen to a song
when I been the place that we had been
the date that special for us
or even
just look up the sky
and I my tears will just flowing down
I was confused
when someone asked me
" You still love him? "
I didn't know how to answer
Maybe others people think that i'm actually in good condition
but hell no
i'm not good
never be good since that day
it was never easy to let go someone that you fking love
you did believe every promise that he said
and
think of the future between you and him
This is because from the start
you never play the feeling of the person that you be with
you put in yourself into that relationship
you handle it serious of that relationship
you see the future of that relationship
AND Just So
you are not the one that end this relationship
you are not the one that play the feeling of others
Life was not smooth enough.
Let go someone was not easy.
OLDER | NEWER
